My Actifit Report Card: May 4 2023
The tide was out very far this morning while my nephew and I walked the dog. It was pouring rain and chilly out for May.
I finished my 5000 + steps walking up to the park at the top of the hill and back. I saw some beautiful flowers and deer on the way.
These are blue bells in blue pink and white.
Here is a close up of beautiful pink cherry blossoms.
And here are 2 beautiful deer laying in the grass.
These are gorgeous white rhododendrons.
I think this color is dark pink and it’s a rhododendron too.
Have a great rest of the week!
Barb
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It looks very beautiful there!
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Drizzling but beautiful!
Thanks for sharing the scenes, Flowers, and Deer!
Thank you. It was chilly! Doesn't feel like Spring. You're most welcome @lesmann !BBH !CTP
Ha ha ha!
Here it is already "Summer" for most of America!
Stay Warm & Happy and Blessed!
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Good that You do get out! 😉
I will stay warm. It is going to really be warm here this weekend up in the 80's and I don't mind because it's been pretty chilly and it will only be hot a few days. @lesmann
take it easy and enjoy you new place. 🦉🦅🦆🐦 Do you have a pet cat? Sorry can't remember. !BBH !CTP
Glad You are staying warm @adcreatordesign !
Here it is not getting below 75° at night!
Oh I am not in yet...
I am waiting for the maintenance man to show up so we can talk about repairs as this place is a little trashed, but the lady at the reality agency "promised" they would make it to my liking!😉
And...
I choose this place because of my Cat. I could have gotten a lot better places, but then on most of them no pets.
The few that did wanted almost a thousand $$ and a monthly re-occuring charge...
And this has done outdoors so he will be happier! 😻
Thank You so much again Barb, be "Sure" to take care of Yourself as well!
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Hello @lesmann yes you have a kitty cat 😊 I'm glad your found a place and they will fix it up for you. I hope it cools down for you. It will be warm this weekend. It will be going up in the 80s. How much longer will it be to move in? Glad it's happening soon for you. What does your kitty look like? You're most welcome and I will take care of myself too.
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Hi There @adcreatordesign ! 🙋🏻♀️
How are You? Great I hope!
Well, "Monday" we should get a look inside and detail what is going to happen. I believe that they may "now understand" that I need a place (fast), have the cash, and if this doesn't work - I do have alternatives I just like the location, and would be good for my Cat.🐈
Speaking of, he looks like this
https://images.ecency.com/p/ADdPNihJzmPcLkHtjKRVWu2N2uvBRfNLKJYb8XFwSNwUrsiRa76XYeGXBnWqcBNTEwPLVrTZV3gF15Mmb63UJTb7K.webp?format=webp&mode=fit
His name is "T.J.", for "Tang Jr.". There was a "Tang" that looked identical but got hit by a car when he was about 5 months old...😩😵😢
This guy came along from the same family so "we adopted" each other, and I named him "T.J.".
Funny, some years ago I had another of these "Orange" guys I called "Freddie", and he had a Split ear like T.J...😯
He died of "old age"..😢
Well I will be honest, not cooling here much till September! 😅
It's actually going to get "HOT"! 🥵
So I want this move to happen "Soon"!
Glad You are taking care of Yourself! That "is" important!
Have a Wonderful Weekend!
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Hello @lesmann I'm good thank you. I just ate more food tonight because I was feeling fatigued mentally and physically. It was good and I ate some of my nephew's cooking. I don't like to eat meat but sometimes I have to when I get like this. I feel much better now! 😁 so don't worry. I always do this. T.J. is adorable! How old is he? He has a beautiful face! I'm praying this place will work out for you and Tang Jr.! 🙏🙏🙏😊😊🐆🦅🐆🦅🦉 You have a great weekend too !BBH !CTP
Hello There @adcreatordesign !
(*😉The short version) Although I am sure that Your situation and environment is different than mine... It appears that they both have the same effect (guessing here...🤔).
I was also mentally drained so I didn't do much, also why I am replying late... Sometimes here, it is hard to accomplish (do) things that should have no bearing on anything here... But the "toxic" environment is very draining...
Good that You are eating, no matter what, it helps!
If nothing else, it always helps bring things back into alignment - unless one is overweight, which I do not think is the issue here...
T.J. is just turning one. He has been around me since 2 weeks old, his Mom was a Cat that hung around. She died, ans he just stayed with me as me and his mom got along real well together, so he became my Buddy! 😉😀😹
And he is the best and smartest oer I ever had, of course he has sownt his life warching me.
But, Thank You on "T.J." 😸
Wishing You a Very Blessed, and Happy New Week!
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Hello @lesmann I've been tired so don't worry about taking long to get back to me. It was my birthday and turned the big 70! Although I am in pretty good shape I don't like going up on the number ladder LOL. 😂😂 Yes a toxic environment is very draining indeed! yes I have to eat. My brain seems to use up tons of energy. If I don't eat enough my brain doesn't work right. I hope you are getting enough to eat. Only 1 years old aaaawwww T.J. I'm glad you have such a good friend. I'm sorry momma passed away. Wishing you the best with your new place coming up for you and T.J. 🐆🦅🦉🐆 !BBH !CTP
Hi There @adcreatordesign , and...
"Happy Birthday"!
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I am sorry to jear about you being tired, but I do know how it us I have been a bit more "tired" than usual mysel lately.
And...
"Do Eat Enough"! I know what You mean about brain functioning and nutrition.
Thank You on the place and in "T.J."!
Stay Blessed and Happy, "All Ways"!
And again,
A Very Happy - but late,
Happy Birthday!
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Thank you @lesmann it was the heat but I have more energy now. I've always been like this tired even as a kid. I take supplements that help. I don't like to eat too much. Thank you for the Happy Birthday! Thanks so much. I hope you will feel less tired in a while when you are settled. I turned 70 LOL. 😂😂 A new older decade now. That might have made me tired just thinking about it. Have a nice rest of the week and thanks again! !BBH !CTP
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You are Very Welcome @adcreatorsdesign !
I am glad you have more energy now, and I know what You mean about the eating...
I weigh around 118 at 5'10" I really only eat what's necessary (I did treat myself to a Big Mac today..😁).
I am looking forward to moving out of here! There was a time I was (stupidly) caught up in fighting for things here, now I am just happy to leave!
I watch myself, currently how much dodging and weaving I do just to live here - crazy!
Have a Very Amazing Friday!
Enjoy Yourself and Stay Happy!
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Don't even think about Your age...
I don't think of mine unless I have to!
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Thank you, @lesmann now I'm tired again lol on going problem. I just need to rest a little more. I did a lot more for quite a while. I cleaned house yesterday, not all of it but some floors. I like to help some when I can. I felt banged up on my knees and hands after words though. LOL. 😆 I'm glad you ate a Big Mac! You take care too and have a nice weekend! Pets for T.J. kitty too. !BBC !CTP 🐈🦉🦅🐦🐅
Thank You @adcreatordesign , and T.J. Thanks You as Well! 🐈
(*Though I think he is trying to "check-out" on me...🤔 I think it is too much stress here for him..😔 And we're not moving fast enough)...
I hope not...🙏🏼🐈🙏🏼
Now that sounds like a Workout!
Cleaning Floors and Banging Knees!
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Well you know... I learned something...
Now both of my "roommates" are much younger than me.. One is 57, the other 32...
They can do nothing!
The 32 year old uses "grabbers"!
And why?
Because they never did, and feel they are above it...
So the are fat and lazy..
270 and 550lbs...
Now this whole time I have been doing things (for them 🤔) and am in pretty good shape for 65! 🤸 118lbs!
So, sometimes I make sure I do things -
"It's Good For You"!
On the other side,
I do not believe anyone over 60 should be apologetic about not doing anything...
As long as they are healthy doing it.
Yeah, I like "trash food"! 🤣🤣🤣
It works - for me!
You have a most Wonderful New Week!
Stay Blessed, Safe, and Happy!
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(*I would say for You to say Hello to Your Birds for me - but I do not remember if You have any currently, or their names...😔)
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Hello @lesmann you're most welcome. Oh no they are not doing well. That is so bad for them and their hearts and lungs and kidneys, etc! My birds are in heaven now, but it's OK don't worry. I am over worst of the hurt but miss them a lot. Even over 65 you need to keep exercising or your health, muscles, strength will go down hill very fast! I don't want my back to shrink anymore than already has or bones to get more porous. Exercise is a must. It's hard to do as much but it's possible to still do a lot when over 65, 70 and up. I can't wait till you leave. my oldest sister is 82 almost and wasting away because she does absolutely nothing - But yes we can rest more take more breaks. Have a good week ahead @lesmann !BBH !CTP ✨🙋🐈🙏🦉🦅🐦🐅✨
On no @adcreatordesign they are not doing well at all!
And I have been around them long enough to know that it isn't (or wasn't) a physical problem. All mental...
Of course now it is physical...
In ways you can't imagine! 👀
Although their "general attitude towards life in general" is what got them to this...
They have also the "idea" that "for them (only!)" it's O.K. Dr.s are their to fix you so there is nothing to worry about.
It's "Horrific"!
I am not as active as I was 2 years ago, but I was working then. I do plan to get it going again, after I leave! 👍🏼🤸👍🏼
Speaking of... I think they finished the floors in the new place last week!
"YAY"✨🥳✨!
And You Barb, take care of yourself. You don't want any bones to get more porus, or really at our age to slow down at all. Too hard to get going again!
Wishing You a Amazing New Week!
Stay Blessed, Happy, and Safe!
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Yes, @lesmann some people have no idea because they are not educated about their bodies and health. That's the main problem I think and they have no understanding what so ever of how to do preventive care for themselves. They just yell at you if you try to help. That's a shame, but yes so difficult to live with like my oldest sister (she yells at me)😱 😅😅 My nephew is listening to me much more now since he had the hip replacement surgery on his hip, the visiting nurses that came when he was laid up and things. I try to teach him more. I will do my best and I know you are too @lesmann Yes it is hard to get going again 😂 You have a great week too. I take supplements that help me do more and anti depressants. I had to add another anti depressant to the ones I take. It helps. You have a great week too. !BBH !CTP 🙋🐈🦉🐅🦅🦆🐦
Yes, it's a very, very funny thing @adcreatordesign ....😔
You tell them what they are doing (try to help - "them") and they yell at you.
Some of that kind of stuff goes on here and here they play tag team so they can take breaks...
But what I have learned.... 🤯
And this was difficult for me, because I am not this way.. (but my brother is - another story for another time, but fits this story too)..
"This Is Their Life". I mean that different than it reads...
This is their life, if you fix it - it takes something (who knows what) away from them. Then they are not living their life, and they will fight (you) to get back to it. Sadly...
"Nobody wants any help to do better, they want you to help them do what they are (already) doing and make it easier".
And this has also mire elements than meets the eye, for example (here) it is (has become) a respect issue. If they admitted things they would have to respect me more, and themselves less. Not having any of that so....
Anyways on to other thingz....... 😉
You know.. "somehow" (and I am not sure how) I kinda got a picture of your situation - not fully I am sure.
You know, (speaking non-professionally here) I think that maybe your environment (like mine) has something to do with the whole "depression" thing.
Just a guess, myself I do not take anything like that, actually I am "against" pharmaceuticals. But thats me for me, not everyone else.
So...
I am looking at me and thinking...🤔
Maybe I know you to help you, as I think we have much similar in our lives so...
How about this...
Call me or text if you like...
(3614883566)
Maybe a chit chat might help you from time to time, I kniw there have been times I would have liked to talk with someone.
And.. So...
As always,
Wishing You a Happy Mid-Week!
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Stay Blessed,
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And Safe!
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Hello @lesmann you are right it's the depression thing and what you said fits the description of my sister and nephew. My nephew wants his mom to see a shrink though and that's the step in the right direction. He has been seeing a shrink for the last couple of years and really helped and he takes medication that stabilized his mood. His mood swung terribly. Yes the respect thing is my older sister's problem and she won't do anything about it. My nephew is trying to get her to go to the doctor. She needs help. She should get checked it's been awhile and she is 82 almost and has emphysema and a stomach and intestinal problem. I like the chat more than talk. Talking is uncomfortable for me. I've taken medicine since I was 16 years old - it's my crutches to get around and it helps me focus feel more comfortable and to function. I'm fine and will get out of this situation soon. I would be against pharmaceuticals except I cannot function without them. I believe in health, yoga, exercise but still need the medication. My mood was swinging back and forth lately severly and needed a something to stabilize my mood so I could function. I cut down as much as I can at times but sometimes have to go up and add something then I can go back down again. I could probably quit them maybe in an ideal situation. I think I do have a chemical imbalance though so I have to treat it. Thank you for caring and have a good rest of the week. ✨Happy mid week🙋🐈stay safe🦉stay blessed🦅 🐅be happy✨ !BBH !CTP
Hello there @adcreatordesign , how are you doing today?
Well I will tell you something....
My Dad (The Greatest Man I Ever Met), was in the same situation as me, but the players were my brother and mother...
I "thought" this guy was a horrible acholic...
Living through this (here), let me see what he was living through.. And don't get me wrong... I saw that there is a problem.. Just I also got to see how much these two impacted my father and me.. I joined the Army at 17...
So... Very long story short.. I have some experience in these situations.. And when I saw it going bad... Instead of taking right off I wanted to fight for my investments in this project... Hah!
But.. I got to learn the "essence" of this - which might be more worth, as I believe in finding out the essence of things, otherwise you are only battling the symptoms...
Also.. My Dad did tell me, "long before it was obvious" exactly what was going to happen here. "Unbelievable"! 🤯
I get it in the chat thing, no problem at all. I just figured I would do the human thing and offer if you wanted to talk with someone sometimes.
And lets hope that Your sister does secide to talk with a Dr.. But I know that those with serious problems are the hardest to het to a Dr..
They dont want to change the drama...
Well on the "pharmaceuticals", I understand exactly what You mean.
And if You have control, and are controlling them, then thats O.K. And I cannot talk really...
I smoke Cannabis since 1968 so...
But I also think when I get out of here I can cut it way down... Have been steadily anyways..
But i also think it keeps me young, a Good Thing!
You take care Barb, and I hope You find Your exodus as well. And... Whenever or whatever, You have found a friend in me! (We're kinda brothers of the road,...,)
Have a Happy and Most Blessed Thursday!
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Hello @lesmann I hope I didn't offend you not wanting to talk on the phone. I am very uncomfortable on the phone ever since I was in grade school 😂😂 I really appreciate the offer - thank you. 👍 Yes I know what you mean about understanding someone if you are going through the same thing. (I can't think of the right words) It's hard to know what anyone really goes through because we are not in their shoes and we are all different individuals. But experiencing the same thing is the best way to know. Then we have a pretty good idea of how they feel. I hope your week is getting better and things are looking up for you. Yes I have to do something about the medication when I feel like my personality is split in 2 - the mood swings very up then very down. It was caused from too much anxiety and adding this extra pill relieves the anxiety so I can function. Was your dad in the army most of his life as well? Cannabis is OK. It's legal where I live and it should be legal everywhere. It would cut down on crime. I am like the opposite of mostly everyone else. When I ever smoked it I was terrified and felt like I was on acid LOL 🤣 not funny at the time but strange of me to be the opposite of most others. Have a great rest of the week. !BBH !CTP 😊🙋🐈🦉🦅🐅🙏🙏🙏
Hello there @adcreatordesign !
How are You? Good I hope!
No You did not offend me at all, You are who You are and have that right. I just wanted to offer, Incase - You never know if someone does want to talk with someone, maybe you can help...
Yes although you may be different people, same situations will give you insights - and that is what's important.
I have mood swings, when things effect me - but I can deal with it, if nobody "tries to pry......
Which again is hard here as they are master manipulators, and button pushers...
No my Dad was in the Army 13 weeks unlike my 8 in The Army and 8 as a DOD Civilian in Europe.
(They have me down as more on paper.. nut I told them the truth)
But, he learned a lot in 13 weeks.. mostly about people - maybe he didnt need more.. But my mother was his demise....
The things that makes my time in look longer is I became a dual national and stayed there awhile after all that was over.
Luckily here although not really legal, also nobody cares. And You can also buy D-8 pot everywhere...
Acid.. although I don't do any these days (lack of trust...) I did a lot (more than anyone you have ever met - guaranteed..😉). You need a good controlled environment and lots of smoke! 😅
It is strange to be different like that, but I do know someone else like that, and has no problem drinking beer!?!?🤔
(I don't drink at all since 2010)
So my friend, I wish You a Good Weekend. Mine will be "Shitty"...
"T.J." died in my arms this morning...
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Oh Les I am so sorry about T.J. leaving you this morning. I give you my deepest sympathy. I'm so sorry for your loss of T.J. I'm sending many prayers, angels, healing energy. You hang in there.
I'm glad I didn't offend you. What is D-8 pot?
I quit drinking many years ago. It's bad for me. @lesmann !BBH !CTP
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Thank You Barb, I really do appreciate it.
The Saddest thing ever, he only lived to love me...💕🐈💕
And all of my upcoming plans were made - for him. Staying here, and the place I picked out...
I am hanging in there, it is rough and my only thought is getting out of here.
No @adcreatordesign You did not offend me at all, No Worries!
D-8 should be, a little weaker.. It isn't, but you can buy it anywhere - probably like in Washington State. But here it's more like Colorado... Not necessarily in a dispensary... They even sell it at flea markets, unbelievably cheap!
Yeah alcohol is not good, actually quite glad to hear that you don't drink. I was on the alcohol train (on and off) for awhile, very happy I quit.
Thank You and Thank You!
You probably didn't see my post, but about an hour after I buried him a lone (?) Ibis flew in the yard here,
(*They are never alone, and never fly into this yard...)
I am taking that as a sign about "T.J."
Thank You again Barb and have a Wonderful New Week!
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You're most welcome @lesmann Les. I understand but I know T.J. would still want you to move and I know you do to because you just said you can't wait to get out of there. Yes I drank too much when I was young and glad I quit all that stuff. It didn't go well with my body or mind. Pot is more natural even though I cannot tolerate it I am glad it helps a lot of people. Wow what a beautiful ibis, Les. The ibis was telling you T.J. is watching over you. I believe in guardian angels and I believe T.J. will watch over you. What ever you want to believe is up to you. I am so glad the ibis stopped by to tell give you comfort and say T.J. is your angel now. Take care now and have a great week! Thank you.
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Thank You again @adcreatordesign Barb. Oh, it is now the #1 thing - not that it wasn't, but (if such a thing is possible) now even more "serious/urgent/whatever". I promised him I would keep my promise and that will be done!
"I miss him So Much"☹️😣
And it's hard to believe he's gone.. The other day I caught myself about to call him.
Yeah, I spent a lot of my younger years drinking way too much.
Although I will admit to anyone I like a alcohol buzz and pot mixed..
It does not go well with me, not mentally and the next morning not physically either. So I am glad I realized that it is in no way for me.
Here is some more news!
The Ibis came back today, thiss morning briefly!
I was on the nack porch and he flew eight past me in slow motion. Looked him right in the eye as he flew past... And then gone. And again, all alone.
I think this Ibis is a sign, and interesting as he is "not" showing hinaeld to my roomates....
And I 100% believe it has directly some to do with "T.J.". In the whole rime I have been here I have not seen this.
I also noticed the Ibis flew by (and really at eye level on the porch, about 7 feet up) about exactly 3 days after he passed (+/- a hour or so).
I did not get a photo this time as he came out of "nowhere"! 😲
Thank You So Much Again, on "T.J."'s behalf and my own. 👼🙏🏼💖🐈💖🙏🏼👼
Have a Very Wonderful Tuesday!
Stay Blessed, Safe, and Happy!
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You're welcome @lesmann Wow that's awesome about the Ibis @lesmann Les! I am sure he is a guardian angel watching over you telling you your friend T.J. is with him. Maybe T.J.'s spirit is riding with the Ibis to say hello before he goes to the rainbow bridge or heaven.👼🙏🏼💖🐈💖🙏🏼👼
My mom, other sister, and I thought my dad visited in the form of an eagle. My dad loved eagles and drew them too. Eagles sat in our trees too.
Yes I got pretty nauseated from drinking and pot. I'm glad I quit all that because the pot made me very paranoid and nervous I almost hallucinated on it too. It was terrible and my ex boyfriend made me smoke it. He didn't care about me and he made me take other drugs too to party with him. It was gross. My liver finally couldn't take it anymore. I finally had to quit all that stuff. I finally left him. He was verbally abusive too.
Have a great week! Stay Blessed, Safe, and Happy as well. 🤗🤗🤗🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼👼👼👼💖🐈🐈🐈💖
!BBH !CTP
Well my friend @adcreatordesign , guess what? The "Ibis" flew by again today when I was alone in the porch. And again nice and slow, right by my chair and giving me the "eye", so to speak. And then up and away out towards the Gulf - "Intercoastal Waterway"...
Yes I myself believe this "Ibis" thing has a Very deep meaning... It is a young bird, and not with the flock.
Here is two pictures I have of local Ibis, taken last fall..
I got lucky here and this one was alone,
And here is how they normally are, one behind the other,
To me it definitely aeems like the "Ibis and T.J." are connected, and the meaning may not be so nice - just a feeling I have. As a funny thought popped in my head as he flew by...
Maybe "T.J." was poisoned...,🤔
I xould see it niw that I have had a little time...
I do believe it may be possible for some loved ones to vidit in the form of animals. As animals they cant break the rules...😉 It is a Good Thing that Your Father was close to Eagles. They are also interesting birds. Another interesting sign... 🦅
You know Barb, I know what You mean. Probably not exactly, but I have been in the Very Abusive relationship thing myself.
And all of it, pretty crappy. I was told by a Dr. once that I have a sign I cant see that attracts it?!?!
Oh well, I see it like this...
Although I have been through quite a bit..
It made me who I am "Today/Now". I am pretty happy with me, so...
Maybe it had to happen, for me to learn somethings...
The only way to make any sense to myself, anyways. And I did get where I wanted to be, a ling time ago. Financially, maybe not - but personally, yes!
Well I am Glad You stopped the drugs and abusive boyfriend!
These people only wear you down and then when you are sucked out they throw you away, with no regard for what you have done for them, with your time and with your life. I know.
You Barb have a Amazing Blessed & Safe Mid-Week!
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Oh these are pretty Ibis birds Les! Excellent pictures! How tall are they? I'm sorry T.J. was poisoned. Did you think they did that on purpose? I'm so sorry.🤗 I don't have any idea what the doctor meant so don't worry about it it happened in the past. You learned from it. I learned from things too my mistakes and a lot of us learn from mistakes Les. Don't dwell on it. Have a great week!
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Hello and Thank You @adcreatordesign - Barb!
Well, full grown they can be between 3 & 4 feet. Beautiful Birds, and do have a mystical history! He has not come back in the last days...🤔
Well I was thinking that because of this...
Once before he got pretty sick, and it was touch and go... Well the cause was "peppers" in human food someone gave him... "Not me".
So... The other day I saw them doing this with one of their dogs... And I remembered he would not eat. I can fully believe a Vet (here) would tell me anything... Just a thought...
As I fed him "Pretty Good", so it is hard to imagine him not wanting it. I mean, Salmon, Tuna from the can, Temptations Cat treats - he was Loving it, so I wonder.. Vet says pancreas...
Yes I am trying to just move on because (sadly) so or so - I still have to keep it together and - "Move"!
Thanks for Everything and You Take Care of You as well!
Have a Marvelous Friday and Weekend,
Stay Blessed, Happy, and Safe!
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Wow that is pretty tall. What is their magical history if not too long to write. They haven't been back? I'm sorry Les. 🤗🐱
Do you mean like green, yellow or orange peppers or the pepper you sprinkle on meat?
They gave their dog peppers you mean?
Aaaaaawwwwww I'm so sorry Les. It's so hard. I do know when I lost my birds and it wasn't all at once I lost them, but each time was so hard. You should continue to grieve. It is a normal process. Maybe you can draw T.J. and color too. I can't wait for you to move and feel better.
You're most welcome and you have a great rest of the week and weekend.
!BBH !CTP you stay blessed and happy and safe too. You can still put his T.J.s icons up.
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Hi There @adcreatordesign ! 🙋🏻♀️🤗🙋🏻♀️
Well I will get to the meat of it, a little history first...🤭 Not much...
So as You can probably tell...
I have studied a little "esoteric" material..😂 (I even was in a "club", for a short while...).
Anyways...
"Thoth" is said to have had a "Ibis" head, he is the "Emerald Tablet" individual.
And that the Ibis can speak to all animals, not just man or other Ibis's..
They say...
Yes exactly those, and they almost killed him the first time. I talked with a few people and the Vet, and all around I heard this is "Poison"!
(And think the fatty got his gall bladder removed by thirty due to spicy foods..).
But I saw them doing this again the other day. I can't tell them anything. All I will hear is like before.. We did it when I was a kid so it's OK now too.😲
Ues, the animals are the hardest to lose as they are the most innocent. I think, "T.J." lived his whime life just being my friend. All of it.
I actually want to make a short video.about him. I found a song that works, I only have to change a few words.
I will do this after I get out of here...
I need the solitude, or at keast positive atmosphere.
Thank You again Barb!
"T.J." thanks You as well, as he is always here...😉🐈🤗
Have a Very Wonderfully Blessed New Week!
Stay Safe!
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I have to tell you I am grateful for living here even though it can be quite challenging. I had no where else to go at the time. It is a lot better than it was when I first moved here 3 years ago. So I am lucky and grateful to have a place to live and it is a lot better than what some other people have. ✨✨✨
Well then I am Happy for You @adcreatordesign !
Though I do know what it's like ( the challenging part).
I could say the same...
But it's not like that, though they did catch me in a moment of vulnerability and in that moment I also had no alternatives.
But anyways, Happiness is a big part of it!
Stay Blessed and Happy - All Ways!
And Happy Thursday!
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Well yes and it's a good way to look at things to stay sane 😆
Yes they will try to get you in a vulnerable moment and that's not nice.
I understand. I am lucky my nephew got some psychological help. It's getting better slowly but surely. People are the meanest animal of all on the planet. Good luck and I don't know if trying to talk to them would do any good. But stay blessed and happy too.
Do what your gut tells you to get through this. It is usually right. Happy Friday!
🙋🌟🐈🐅 Oh here is a good movie about a hawk that lived in NY city. It's true too. The Legend of Pale Male the Red Tailed Hawk
https://lafeber.com/pet-birds/famed-nyc-red-tailed-hawk-known-as-pale-male-has-died-at-age-32/
Thank You @adcreatordesign !
Well these two will "never" get help because they believe it is normal - "for them". And...
They have crap in the closet they do not want to face...
We have had a few conversations, "I am the bad guy". Unbelievable, tell them otherwise they don't want to hear it...
They will do anything - including getting up and moving away not to.
People are the "WORST"!
Well I Promised "T.J." when he died I will stick to the plan, as he was a big part of it. I picked the house for him actually. And he also got me to not move to NJ. So that is what will happen.
If I did not, then it would have not meant anything anyways....
You have a Beautiful Weekend!
Keep it and Say Yourself As Happy as You can, and Always Be Positive!
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You're most welcome @lesmann and they sound familiar. Luckily my nephew got help and I hope he keeps it up. It's a good thing you are getting away from there. Yes they think your bad if you try to help. Take it easy and rest. You hang in there and I know how difficult it is to lose a little friend like T.J. Hang in there Les. Sending healing prayers for you and T.J., and healing energy. 💖🌟🙏🙏🙏🌟💖 !BBH !CTP
Well that's a bad thing because it means You have been in something like this before...And it is Horrific!
I am Very Glad Your nephew got help. Because as I am watching this...
The older they get, the worse they get and the chance to change floats away...
Even the want...
Thank You Barb, it is Very, Very hard to lose him. We were together everyday for a year. And in that time..
He was the only "lap kitty" I ever had, and I have had or been around a lot of Cats,
And You could call him by name, which also doesn't work with most Cats.
The loss is huge, as I told him when he died, all promises I made to him - I will still keep, to honour him.
Thank You again, and I am quite sure "You" are the only person that knows what he meant to me.
Prayers to You Barb!
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I'm OK Les I'll be fine. My nephew is trying to teach her to be nicer. Don't worry. I think the sunshine helps. Yes I am grateful my nephew got help. He feels a lot better too. Now he can help his mom and maybe talk her into going to a doctor. Aaaaawwwww your lap kitty... Yes and some cats you can teach and come by name and walk on a leash with a harness.😊💖 Yes I understand your loss 🌟🙏🌟🙏🌟🙏🌟💖💖💖💖
I am Glad that something is moving in a Positive direction.
I am sure that Your nephew getting help is an important first step to defuse the situation.
That is thw ither problem here, "nothing is moving in any direction towards - better.
Yeah, he was one of those...
Loved being included! 💖🐈💖
I am sure that you do, maybe better than me.
And so it goes in, and I will see what happens. I will get another Cat - soon.
Stay Blessed, Always!
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Pets for T.J. @lesmann 🙋🐈
Thank You so Very Much,
I am trying to keep him going...
@adcreatordesign
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Looking "not so good"..😔
You're most welcome @lesmann Send you and T.J. more prayers and positive energy hearts. 🙏🙏🙏🙏💖💖💖🙋🐈🦉🦅💖💖💖
Thank You so Much for the Prayers and Positive Energy Hearts @adcreatordesign 💖💖💖💖💖
But I think he is gone...
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He was acting kinda sickly this afternoon, but better than yesterday.
Still Sick though, So he was on the porch and "normally" it is O.K., so I left him there for about 20 mins...
I came out and he was gone...
I searched all his hiding places and around the property.. Nowhere...
So I think he ran off to die...
Very, very sad..
Except the first 2 weeks of his life (June 2 would be 1 year) I have been with him, or him with me everyday.
His mom brought him to me as soon as he could see - but he was born here as well.
And I have a feeling about all this...
But, he did convince me not to go to NJ amongst other things.
(*He would not have made the car trip)
Thank You though, I am sure that somehow it helps...
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Sending Prayers to You as well,
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And have a Blessed Mid-Week!
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You are most welcome @lesmann and I am so sorry about T.J. I know how difficult that is to lose a friend like him. I give you my deepest sympathy, positive energy, and prayers for your loss of T.J. I'll keep praying for you and T.J. Thank you for the prayers too. I can always use them. 🙏🙏🙏🐈🦅🦉🐅✨✨✨ You take care now. !BBH !CTP
Thank You again @adcreatordesign ,
It is so sad..😖😣😖
I try and keep him as comfortable as possible, I don't know if I mentioned he came back.
That Cat did "So Very Much" for me and was (is) truly the only friend I have here. And really, this new place I totally picked with him in mind...
And you know I got this thought...
Because I have caught them at this kind of stuff before...
I wonder if they poisoned him...😲
I say this because any animal that was close to me had a Short lifespan...
And they have done things like feed the Cats (at one time there was more) food spiced with hot peppers - pure poison for Cats. And then say "oh I didn't know"...
And they are acting funny, they always do but there is different kinds...
Thank You for the Prayers, for us both.
"T.J." I know is Thankful as well.
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Sending the same, back to You!
Thank You again,
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Oh I am so glad your kitty came back @lesmann Is T.J. feeling any better now? I'm sending prayers to him and you. Good lord but people can be very stupid because they don't know and just don't think. Yes I know how you feel and praying kitty will come out of this. Those guys don't think at all. I'm sorry and hang in there. I'm so glad T.J. came back. That's a good sign. 🦉🦅🤗🤗🙏🙏🙏🐈🐅✨✨
Thank You so much @adcreatordesign. He came back because I think he knew he was dying, and he Loved me and knew I Loved him.
He died this morning in my arms...
Thank You for everything - really!
Please Pray for his Beautiful Soul
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And I don't believe that it is stupidity on my roommates part...
Except their dogs, lots of other things die around these two...
And they really do not care, it's always something else or somebody else's fault.
Thank You again and have a Very Blessed Weekend!
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You're most welcome Less @lesmann I'm so glad he came to be with Daddy Les. I give you my deepest sympathy, love, hugs, prayers, healing energy. I will pray for T.J.s beautiful soul. I know he is watching over you to make sure you are OK. You're most welcome Less. 🙏🙏🙏
The roommates sound really bad and glad you will be leaving.
You are most welcome and you take it easy.
You have a Very Blessed Weekend too with many many prayers, healing energy, prayers for T.J.'s soul. 🤗🌟🙏🌄🙏🌟 🤗
Thank You so Very Much @adcreatordesign , Barb.
Yes, as bad as the event was, I am glad he died in my arms and not in the yard, or on the porch, or anything like that.
It is so funny though, Wednesday was rough, Thursday he seemed like he was on the way to a full recovery (trotting around, etc.).. Then Friday morning he died...😖
Thank You for the Prayers from "T.J." and me. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
They are Horribly Bad!
And I am glad to be leaving as well, end of a long nite mare!
Barb, You have a Wonderful New Week!
And Thank You for Everything!
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You're most welcome Les. It is very hard to have your friend die or anyone you love. I know how very hard it was with each of my birds. My parakeet, in 2003, then Baby in 2019 and Beenie 2021. When I brought one cat to the vet I didn't go in with them. My other cat disappeared in the woods and probably got caught by a coyote. I know it's really hard. I'm praying you feel some comfort from the Ibis. I remember Baby starting to feel better and died during the night. I've heard that is common. I'm so sorry Les. I'm glad you're moving out soon. You have a great new week ahead as well and thank you for your sacrifices in the army for protecting us. You're welcome, @lesmann !BBH !CTP
PS: How long did the Ibis stay in your yard? 🌟 👍🙏🐈🙏👍 🌟 🐈🦉🐅🦅 🌟
Thank You @adcreatordesign , and I am sorry for Your losses as well.
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Yes when you realize these little guys only live their lives "Loving You", and then they are gone - it is overwhelming.
There is still one Cat here, "Oscarina"... But I believe my roommate indicated she wanted to keep her. Probably not the best for the Cat, in many ways...
The Ibis was in the back yard about 20 minutes. Walking around. And then...
My roommate came outside.. So he hung around a few more minutes and flew away...
(That's why it's Amazing he came back)!
Thank You on the Army thing! 🤗
You know? I am really glad that it is (way) behind me and I survived!
They "are" taking care of me "now"...
But I did have to catch them screwing me around, and very glad I did!
And yeah, between you and me...
This "is" a very, very toxic environment here. More things die around these two than I have ever seen around anyone in my life. They also go to the Doctors more than any people I have ever seen. I believe it's the toxicity...
Oh well, very, very close to over!
You have a Very Wonderful Week!
Thank You Barb for everything
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Stay Blessed, Happy, and Safe!
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You're welcome @lesmann and thank you Les. Yes I found myself talking to Beenie for months after he left. I even felt him here. 😥 I hope the roommate won't keep Oscrina 🐈
Was the Ibis eating out of the grass. That's really nice Les. Maybe it's T.J. spirit borrowing the Ibis to visit you.
You're most welcome for the Army Happy Memorial Day Thank you for your service.
I truly honor the men and woman that fought for us to help us be free.
Thank you again Les. 🌟🐈🦆🦉🦅🌟
I'm sorry it's so toxic there. How awful and why do they go to the doctor? Do you know?
Stay Safe, Blessed, Happy! 🌄✨🙏🏼🤗💖🏝️ !BBH !CTP
Thank You again @adcreatordesign ! I believe You. I am looking for him all the time, everywhere he would be.
Well the bad thing, which is why it "would be good" for her to keep her, though I know she is too lazy to keep her fed is this....
Oscarina is about 4-5 years old. Here is all she knows, in the back yard she bounces from the neighbors to the neighbors on both sides. They have garages and such and I don't think they mind her patrolling the area. But I don't think any of these people will feed her - even if I (and I planned on it) buy food.
Anyways...
I think she would try to get back here, from 5 miles up the beach. Not Good.
Yes the Ibis was eating out of the grass, courious again, as they eat mostly fish - which is plentiful here.
Yes I am convinced the This and "T.J." are connected. It's too odd not to be.
Thank You again on The Army, I am "So Happy " to be here and it is behind me!
Well, they go to the Doctors all the time for a variety of reasons. It starts with being so fat that it effects your health. The young (550lbs one) has had his gall bladder removed. At like 26(?), For this, obesity and it's fall out they both have tackle boxes of pills. Bad backs, legs, feet, kidneys, you name it.
The other reason is...
They complain about everything, so.. they got the doctors for anything at all practically. And on top of their regular visits they have monthlies with all the Doc:s. It's nuts, and they don't get it at all. They believe something is wrong with me (on all levels). Like there is something wrong with me because I am not fat... The one told me this...😲
Oh well, it is what it is I guess. I can't do too much until Ieave so... Just grin and bear it!😅
Wishing You a Wonderful, Blessed Mid-Week!
Stay Safe!
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Hello @lesmann You are most welcome!
That is amazing about the Ibis flying back and nibbling in the grass. I think it is T.J. too 🐈🦆🦅🦉
I think you should maybe take Oscarina. Keep her indoors. I wonder if you could train her to wear a cat harness and take her on walks?
You're welcome for the Army comment.
Those people know nothing about health and were taught nothing about health and exercising or diet. You know I think their minds also become affected by all that weight. Imagine the pressure on the internal organs and the terrible circulation they must have and a tough time breathing. Where do they get the money to eat all that food? I guess it could be that they eat nothing but garbage food and that would do it.
My sister and nephew use to watch reality shows with over weight people and they people sound like their brains are damaged when they talk. They might have severe depression too.
Les, nothing is wrong with you being thin. It is healthier for you to be a little too thin than as heavy as them. They were taught nothing and I think something is wrong mentally from they organs being crushed by the weight and the kind of food they eat with no exercise. What isn't a thin healthy is people with anorexia nervosa, bulimia, starving diets.
You take care and have a good rest of the week.
I hope and pray you don't have to grin and bear it too much longer.
Wishing You a Wonderful, Blessed rest of the week.
Stay Safe.
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Hello there my friend @adcreatordesign - "Barb"! 🤗
Yes I deeply believe that the "Ibis" events and "T.J." are very connected...
And he has not returned...
Oscarina, has become "friendlier" than usual, for sure. But I think really she is very used to running through the 3 yards she has access to currently. She has also made a home in the neighbors shed ("she always felt the bad vibes here, and also knows my roommates dog has eaten several of her kittens"). So I think at the earliest opportunity she would try to find her way back here...
These two! Well... Yes their weight effects their brains - no doubt about it. But I have watched this long enough that I know it is a "symptom", not the disease. And yeah - the real fat one watches those shows too... "He laughs at the others that are fat like him, but wants your sympathy for himself"...🤔
But yeah, their "real problem" is "dominance and control ". It is "sooooo" bad with these two that they have to dominate food (along with the environment, the younger fatter one especially). So... This a long with a bunch of other problems is how it is.
But, they have "no problem" talking about others who do what they do. If you tell them, they just look all wild, shut up, and walk away... Or.. just tell you "bald faced lies, again the younger one is better at that as well, though mom is not bad".
I think in yhe weight what gets them the most is this... When I met these people I weighed 172 lbs... Bery uncomfortable BTW.. Due to the kitchen blockade, and watching them I got down to 118lbs, over time...
I have watched them steady packing on more.
Also....
The mom eats "bad" TV dinners mostly...
But the son... He eats the best of the best, though lately not as good as before. Still good 1.5 inch Steaks, Chicken breasts, ribs, all that, aling with sinething else fattening - and burritos and chips all day.
The only person eating fruit, or anything healthy diet wise is me.
And on the grin and bear it I have xone to this....
I wanted this krange cottage (they call it) that some people contacted me on.
Well it has bwen a month, my buddy died in-between that I picked the place for. And they told me two weeks ago the foundation is cracked...
So Friday it should have been done, and we shoukd have done paperwork...
Didnt happen. I coukdiget the lady for that apartment on the phone. She was supposed to call me back, she didn't...
So....
I am tired of this... So...
My VA advocate had found me another place a few blocks away.. I told her no, I want the other one.
Anyways I drove by there today, I will take it.
It is even better than she said. I was leary as Iibed un that neighborhood 20 years ago, it is much nicer now!
Thank You so Very Much on the Prayers!
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Doing the same for You in Your situation.
Wishing You a Marvelously Blessed New Week!
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Hello @lesmann Les. I'm so glad you found another place that looks even better! You could take Oscarina with you! 😃
Boy, those 2 sound really bad. It is a little better here. My sister's birthday was yesterday and she finally took a shower after not taking one for over a month. She's 82 with some dementia and depression. She tried on the new shirt and jacket I got her too and liked them. She even painted her finger nails. She was really depressed and this helped her feel better. I think her son got her new underwear. So it's better for now. I'm so relieved she took a shower. She is very frail looks skeletal in her arms her legs are that way too. She can walk around the house thank God and get to the bathroom on her own.
So are you getting the place a few blocks away for sure now? I hope so. The other one even though you liked it a lot sounds like it might have too many problems.
You're most welcome for your prayers, Les. Could you please pray for a friend of mine doing chemo therapy? 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Thank you so much for you're prayers! I appreciate them very much and I'm working hard to think more positive about things. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
!BBH !CTP
I am Wishing you a Blessed New Week too.
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Hello There my Dear Friend @adcreatordesign - "Barb" 🤗
First...
Sorry I did not reply this week, actually I did not answer any at all - which is not like me as I have been here posting daily for a good 2 years and replies as well...
So I decided to get with You before the weekend, as You are Special - and You are!
So first things that happened.....
Well, like I said the first place after 6 weeks fell through due to the foundation and no doubt the cost of repairs...
So also, I did find a better place and, "guess what"??? This is unbelievable!😲
So Weds. I finished up the paperwork to switch places for the VA...
Believe it or not, I was approved within 24 hours of submitting the forms. This is totally unheard of!
So I got unbelievably lucky, as I just cut out the normal 2.5 weeks of desk to desk to get approved! Now I only need to pass the property inspection, however "this place" just passed in May, so maybe they just stamp it...🤔😉🤭😅
Also...
My primary care Doc., quit. So... I had to spend a bit of time with them to get rid of something's and to get the search going for a new Doc. I get community care paid by the VA, not a VA Doc. - which I like!
Now about the new place, it is probably even worse to bring her there. And she has kittens here, I had not mentioned..
But I am 100% sure she would try to get back here as fast as she could...
Even worse...
The one if them told me to choke back on the food as she won't be getting fed like that when I am gone (and I am still supplying the food..🤔)...
These two are pretty messed up really, but.. the one is getting it... I have overheard them talking about he needs to get a job or something! 🙄
Now, got all that out!
It is "Very Good" to hear about Your Sister. If they get a little Happy a lot can change, and I wish it for all of you!
And I know about the shower thing, but in reverse... It doesn't happen very often here either. The mega fat don't do that...
But Very Nice You had a Happy Time!
Absolutely I will Pray for Your friend!
(*Note... For this to work they must Pray for themselves as well 😉).
I lost the closest person to me from Cancer in 2018...😢☹️😥
And so Barb I am Wishing You a Magnificent Blessed and Safe Weekend!
Stay Happy - Always!
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Hello @lesmann thank you for the prayers for my friend. He does want to get better and prays for himself. When do you get to move in? This is wonderful news. It's OK you took a while - you have been busy. No problem. Geez those people sound so bad. Poor kitty. This sound really great for you and looking up. Good luck Les. Thank you so much for your reply and I know you had things to do. I will keep praying for you and the kitty. Yes I hope they try to get happier it would help them. Thank you for the magnificent blessed and safe weekend. You have a blessed magnificent safe weekend too! Stay happy - always too!
🌟🙋🏻♀️🤗🙏🏼✨🌄🐈🦉🐅🦅🌟 !BBH !CTP
Hello there my friend @adcreatordesign "Barb", how are You?
Good I hope!
I mentioned this about "Praying for oneself" for a reason...
"Once" 😅 I was watching an Alien Video (channeling - which I normally do not do), and it was all the normal stuff, then the "Alien" said something that woke me up!
(and made me realize a lot of things...)
That the "Law of Freewill" is universal and can only be broken to save the planet...
This applies to all things... I then realized that you probably cannot Pray for anyone who does not Pray for himself...
(Also, no Reverend, Preacher, etc..).
Anyways...
That's why I said that, and I do hope that he makes it through Chemo... It is Very Rough, I have seen...
Well first on the roommates... Actually they are falling apart... The pressure of the end is already too much! 😲
And yeah... If you want to talk about "my Idea" of decent people, they miss the mark - "Greatly". And it is mental, with no cure. The 550lber is infecting his own son, he does not support!
Sad, sad, and they cannot be helped.. They don't think they are wrong...
But... It taught me a lot!
And quite honestly I feel pretty bad about Oscarina, but since now it is me and her (and her kittens) she has become friendlier! 🐈
The new place! 🏡
This is all Truly a Blessing and I "Do" Thank The Father! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
It all seems to be in autopilot really... It is like my VA Advocate is some kind of Angel and when I leave it to her, it all works..So I am happy about all that - really. It is nicer there, than what they have done to here, unbelievably!
Actually the one already mentioned maybe she should get a place over there as well!?!?
But definitely nicer than the place I was getting!
And all bills paid for $750!
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Also...
When I am alone outside the Ibis comes, out of nowhere! On Friday after about 4 passes I walked out in the yard and he circled me!
And always alone...😲
So...
I do hope for some happiness for these people. The one is "cultivating" a boyfriend - she does not believe it (?) but I wish her all the luck in the world.
And her son as well, at whatever...
Next week for me will be a pivot point so to speak. "Waiting Game", as the property has to be inspected "again", but it passed with flying colors in early May so it's just a waiting game....
And to make sure the VA comes up with a little more funding.. he he he...
But also lots to do (you would be surprised!)!
I will continue to Pray for You and Your friend.
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Have a Wonderful Blessed New Week Barb!
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Hello, @lesmann Les. Thank you so much for getting back to me and sorry I took so long. I got behind and so tired. I am OK, fine 😃👍 I go to Pococha (chat place) to support a friend I met with 2 cats! 😊🐈🐈 She loves cats and she rescued both of her cats 2 black striped tabbies with some white a little white on them. She makes a living on Pococha and lives in Hawaii. Nalu is name of her chat on Pococha. Her cats names are Nalu and Laki. She is a very nice and caring person. So this is why I got behind - I go there to be supportive. 😆
Thank you for your prayers for my friend! He had chemo last year too and then was put on hormones to suppress cells that cause cancer. It came back so it's not like 2nd or 3rd cancer. It's only beginning stages. Thank you so much for your prayers. They are helping him and my sister and nephew! I am so grateful for your prayers!!!
Wow the Ibis is back with T.J.'s spirit! See he us checking up on you to make sure you are OK. Good luck getting you new place ASAP! Sending prayers back to you. !BBH !CTP
Have a Wonderful Blessed New Week Les!
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Hello there @adcreatordesign - "Barb"!
How are You? Doing well I hope!
Well that is Good/Interesting news with Your friend with two cats on Pococha, I am glad to hear she rescues and cares about Cats.🐈 Sign of a Good Person!
And...
I may check this out as I am always interested in this sort of thing! 😉
I am Happy to hear that the Prayers are working for You and Yours! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Good deal! And, stay Positive! And let's see what happens. I am hoping for the best!
I am just "Leary" about the Cancer thing (the disease and the people - "Starsign").
The closest person to me died of Cancer in 2018...☹️😥😢
Sad and same M.O. (as T.J.) - just 6 years...
Ok, then real bed then OK, then really, Really OK, then down - fast....😥
I only wanted to mention that, as the whole Chemo thing is a very bumpy ride...
The "Ibis" has got to be hiding around here somewhere and comes out when I am out, or something like that.
He is now circling me - daily and alone no flock..🤔 "That" is so strange. I do believe he has a connection to T.J. and me.. he stares me down too much not to!
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Wishing You Barb a Very Wonderful and Blessed "Mid-Week" and beyond!
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Stay Safe!
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Hello Les thank you I am doing well. I hope you are too 😊👍
You may check out Pococha it is an app for a phone. I hope you have a cell phone. Go to your phone store and download from Google Play and android and from Apple store on iphone. After you download it fill out your profile put your interest if it asks is cats. then look for Nalu in search in Pococha app. 🐈🐈
Thank you for the prayers @lesmann the chemo isn't as horrible as it use to be and then he will get back on the hormones to suppress the aggressive cells. He is very overstressed now at his job but it will be better in a few months so he won't have to work as much this will help to have much needed rest. 🙏🙏🙏
I'm so sorry about you losing your closest to you, Les. Thank you for the prayers. Yes I know chemo is really harsh. They won't have him on it for too long. He's lucky he does not have it higher than stage one. 🤗💜🤗
It is so cool about the Ibis circling you and watching over you like a guardian angel!
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Have a great rest of the week @lesmann !BBH !CTP
Wishing you a wonderful and blessed new week too.
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Hello There Barb, " @adcreatordesign "!
Happy to hear from You, and sorry for the late reply!
Been real tired lately - "sluggish"...
I did check on the app and this looks interesting. I did not download it - but did check the reviews online.
I may get to it soon, but I will have no time in a day or so - I will get back to that.
Yes, stress and cancer do not go well together and "may be a partial cause"...
I do hope that that part goes away - soon!
Thank You, another hard thing to swallow in life I guess...😥😢☹️
I am glad You're friend does not have it higher and they have a treatment plan that includes other than chemo treatments....
The Ibis is around once a day. From where he is coming from he must somehow know I am there and then makes sure I see him. I wonder when I move if I will see him. It is just up the beach a few miles. He could fly that far in about 10 minutes.
And Yes!
Today all wass approved for the new place! 👍🏼🥳🕺🥳👍🏼
I got the email around 4:30,pm!
So I got it!
They want me to move asap, but it will take between July 01-05 , but....
It's happening!
A True, TRUE Blessing!
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And like today, I was talking with my Advocate this morning and she said I am about 2.5 weeks out and..
"BAM"!
So this whole thing, took from March 12 to Now! Wow!
Today I went back up to 40 on the VA housing list in NJ. Here 12 weeks from start to finish!
My Advocate said she never seen things move so fast! 😲
So...
That's where it all is...
I am going to go through my normal routine here until....
Sunday, then it's all to get out the door!
You take Care Barb!
Wishing You and Yours a Very Blessed and Happy Weekend!
Stay and Pray "Positive"!
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Hello @lesmann Les. I'm so glad to hear from you. No worries that you were late. I understand and don't worry. Time goes by faster when things are really busy and we are feeling sluggish and tired from everything going on. 😆 It's OK.
Thanks for your prayers for my friend. I appreciate it so much! He's working too and trying to get out of a bad situation. He will get better. He's lucky they caught it early. Thanks again.
Don't worry about the app now while your are so busy. It won't hurt anything though if you download it. Take your time.
That's amazing you still see the Ibis. That is so awesome. Do you live on the coast of the Atlantic Ocean or in an inlet? I live on a harbor that goes out to the Pacific Ocean in WA State. I think I already told you. 😃 I hope the Ibis will follow you. If you put Ibis food in your yard he will be sure to visit 😊 🦆
I'm so glad you are all set now to move in a few weeks! It is so awesome for you. Hang in there. You will get there soon 👍🏼🥳🕺🥳👍🏼
This is such great news!
Yes I will ....
Stay and Pray "Positive"!
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You take care too Les.
Another special thanks for praying for my friend.
Stay and pray positive too! !BBH !CTP
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Hello There @adcreatordesign , "Barb"!
How are You?
Doing Well I hope!
First, no matter what I am so sorry for the very late reply....
No excuse really, though it has been very hot 🥵, working a lot on getting things done for the apartment (small and very minor snag), plus...
Since it's "game over" here in a few days the "home team" has stepped up the action! 😲🙄😲
Taking a lot of energy and time....
So anyways....
I am glad Your friend is doing better! Awesome News! 👍🏼
And I hope the rest works out for him as well!
The "Ibis" comes by around twice a day...
Did something special today on the second pass...
It brought another one with him, from the size I would guess half his age.
Odd behavior...
He probably does fly over where I am moving so You never know...
5 miles is not far, and there is a place between where birds gather to feed in bait fish....
Tou had told me ince You was in Wash. State, and a very large "Sawmill" operation. I remener seeing the mounds! 😲
I thought that You knew where I am at..🤭😅😂
It is why I decided "not" to move back to NJ! Everyone there, wants to be here!
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I am in Corpus Christi TX., Actually a few miles south but still in City limits... I am in a little Island between the mainland and Padre Island, also Mustang Island, a few othwrs also. And its in the Gulf of Mexico, actually not far from Mexico, and further south than half of Mexico!
Also this place is more than half owned by the Audubon Society...
So actually they kind of control the animal laws...
Like..$1500.00 fine for killing a Vulture, all other tjings have orice tags as well...
All kinds of tropical birds, and other things...
All kinds, Coyotes, Wild Boar, Wild Cats, Deer, (in the yard!) anything You can think of - "except bears" is here!
And I dont fish, at all but... Nest fishing in America as well!
Texas can ne very, Very Strange.. But the place us cool.. There us a Navy Base here so it keeps them in line!🤭😅🤣
And so..I wanted to get back to You before the weekend started!
I feel You to be a Very Special friend!
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You, Stay and Pray Positive as Well,
Forever and Always!
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I am continuing to Pray for all things, and Thank You Barb, for Your Prayers as well!
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Have a Wonderful Magnificent Weekend,
And Pray Positive!
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I will get back to You again over the weekend!
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OH Hello @lesmann Les. I'm so happy to see you!
I'm sorry I didn't realize you lived in Texas and if you told me before I'm sorry it didn't sink in. Corpus Christie sounds beautiful but too hot of course. So you will have quite a journey ahead for moving. Will you drive or will they drive you there? Yes it must be very tropical there. That's wonderful! You are near the water then? Sort of close? I think so because I looked on the map and you are close to the gulf.
The Ibis is watching over you, Les. That is amazing. T.J. is in him I believe. Your guardian angel now is your dear kitty friend. I still feel my birds Baby, Buddy, and Beenie. I don't know if I told you about Buddy the parakeet. That was a real long time ago.
How long will it take to get to NJ? I hope I'm right about where you are moving to. NJ, right? Are there any Ibis where you are moving to? I will google if Ibis are near NJ. yes there are Ibis in NJ area and they migrate. See what I found on Google below.
The white ibis typically feeds on crayfish, crabs, frogs, snakes, small fish, insects and marine worms, many of which are in abundance along New Jersey's coast.Aug 13, 2022
The vultures are going extinct from people poisoning them from being Nature's clean crew for the earth (eating dead things - vultures are very misunderstood and don't eat live animals.) and bullets made with lead cause poisoning, and people that poison animals that die and the vultures eat and the poor birds die. So that poison needs to be outlawed too. Vultures are actually very gentle, don't hurt anyone, and love their babies and families just like any creature or human that loves and raises their young. Vultures are very misunderstood creatures. I've seen some ambassador vultures (they cannot go back into the wild because of injury or human imprinting) on YouTube and Instagram that are very sweet. The ambassador birds go with the wildlife experts to teach people about them.
Thank you for your prayers, Les!!! I appreciate it so much. The Chemo is getting too him and he is extremely tired.
Thank you and I feel you are a very special friend. Sending you many prayers too.
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You stay positive 🤗
I will Stay and Pray Positive as Well,
Forever and Always! Yes I must stay positive. Thank you.
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I will talk to you soon. !BBH !CTP
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Hi Again! @adcreatordesign - "Barb"!
Happy to hear from You! 🤗
Well I think (I will get to this part first...),
that maybe I explained things "mixed-up", but here goes! 😉🤭🤓
I am originally from NJ (actually NY... And closer to Canada, but after 6(?) I lived in NJ, till 17....
Anyways, original plan was to go there...
But...
Their "messed up" VA whatever, has never gotten me higher than 20 on the housing list, Sunce May 2021!
I am at 40 now!.. 🙄
So I re-kickstarted my VA benefits on Nov. 12 2022... "Here"
Because the VA will pay for my Medicare!
Yep, I don't pay that! 🥳
And "many" told me there was no way out! Ha ha ha!
So anyways, I saw something in the web about VA housing...
I called (1st time), and they told me I was crazy and mis-informed...
So... I went back to the website and gathered some info...
I called back, he started the same crap.. So I said, look pal, I was just on the website - I'm making a request You have to honour. A decisions is not up to you.
He said, "website, eh"? OK.
This was March 12th..
Well I had to talk to someone else, and he looked at how I have been screwed around, repeatedly since 2006 by the VA. So he leans across the desk and says he can beat NJ!
So from middle March to now I got a place, here (about 13 miles south of Corpus, actually)!
And that's pretty cool as I got a "Cottage", mine alone...
NJ was giving me an apartment in a block of 109, no balcony. 😲
So I am staying in Corpus Christi. But I was going to drive.. This is where it all gets on my emotions, kind of...
I changed from NJ to TX for "T.J." as he probably couldn't take the ride. Also the first place I picked was because he would have more yard area...
Well all of that is gone. Moving to a different place, but staying here...
So, no... Not going to NJ, and probably saving my life as well....
Though I eill admit NJ was to get away from these two... However I do have a stone cold crazy brother there...
So since I am moving only 5 miles I wonder if I will see him there?
That would be a miracle! I "also noticed" that his normal flight oath takes him iver "T.J."'s grave...
I believe that You do feel Your birds still. All I have read, both goid and bad say souls are forever. And I personally see it this way...
We call things animals to justify our behavior. They are "Beings", same as you or me, stuck in a different situation. So it is very possible. I believe "T.J." is always around, always...
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And Sorry to hear about Your Deiends Chemo...
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Bery eough situation, to say the least. I hope (and Pray) it works out.
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And..
Wishing You a Wonderful Week Barb!
Stay Blessed, Positive, and Happy!
"May all the rest, be all the best"!
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Hello @lesmann Les. Great to hear from you. OK I Understand now. You got a cottage all your own 5 miles from here. That sounds really nice 😊👍 That is awesome! I hope and pray it's in good shape. 🌟🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🌟
That is true about the animals. They have souls like us. I know from having my birds. They were like little angels. Now they are my guardian angels. I felt them near me a long time after they passed. They visit me too. My mom does too. I'm so happy about this because I never wanted to lose my mom. I know she is still around in a different form.
My friend will be alright. The chemo drugs are harsh but he will be OK. I know it and he is fighting hard. Thanks for your prayers so much. He had chemo last year and got rid of the cancer. So I know it will work again. He needs rest. He will get more rest in a few months. Take care now.
Wishing You a Wonderful Week too Les.
Stay Blessed, Positive, and Happy too.
Sending you more prayers 🌟🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🌟
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Hello there my Good Friend @adcreatordesign - "Barb"!
First...
Once again I am sorry it has taken all week to get back to You! ☹️
Seems like it takes all day to get a post together - and after I post it I am dead to the world... I have decided to "come out swinging", I have to (at the moment) really...
Yes, actually with all the changes I am ending up 5 miles up the shore from where I am. Actually in a neighborhood I lived in before, about 20 years ago. Very different from where I am "now"...
But... It is still nice!
Thank You for Your Wishes and Prayers!
Much Appreciated!
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Yes I am glad You agree as some might not... "My Roommates" - more in them in a moment...😲
But "Yes"! To "be Alive, in any capacity (except ants and bees, insectoids) it possess a Soul", "Plants as well"!
I said I would get back to my roommates because "once again - when you think it's over"...
My roommates dog mauled a kitten to death yesterday.☹️
Hard to believe this "STUPID" stuff keeps going on, right up to the last minute!
And Yes, another thing my personal research has shown me... Normally one of the parents Spirits is always around one of their children. Even if they or others don't notice it. Unless of course all relationships are bad...
My "Dad" is "always" with me. I am Very Lucky for that, so I do understand what You mean when You mentioned Your Mom. It's (in my book) a good sign!
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And the Birds as well, a Beautiful Thing!
I am glad for and Your friend is Lucky of Your attitude about his cancer! I "KNOW" that all Positive Energy helps with this, on all dimensions!
And I do include this and You in my dailies!
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And so Barb, I am Wishing You a Amazing and Happy upcoming week!
You, Your sister and nephew and friend are in my daily Prayers.
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Be Blessed, Happy, and Safe Always!
I do plan to get back to normal this week!
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Hello @lesmann Les my good friend. No worries about being late. I know you're busy and tired.
I'm so happy your new neighborhood is really nice. It will be a much needed good change for you. You are most welcome for my wishes and prayers. You deserve it very much!
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Oh no I'm so sorry you had to be there when the kitten got mauled to death by your roommate's dog. That is terrible and could have been prevented by them. Yes it's very stupid of them to let it happen. Anyway don't think about it anymore.
I hope you are in your new home now. Which book are your referring to? One of the books we talked about by Carlos Castaneda? If so which one? That is cool. I'm glad your dad's spirit is with you and helping you. I know my mom's spirit is with me as well. Yes and my bird's spirits Baby, Beenie, and Buddy too and your Cat's spirit, T.J.
Thank you so much for your prayers for my friend. This means a lot to me. Thank you.
Have a great week ahead! Enjoy your new place as I hope it is quiet and peaceful for you. !BBH !CTP
Barb
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I'm sorry you lost Freddie 🐅.🤗🙏
Thank You @ascreatordesign !
Very Sad indeed...😢
He also was a Fantastic Cat, which is why I "have to" rescue me and T.J. from here...
"T.J." acts like "Freddie", that has come back... That is sometimes a bizarre thing to watch...👀
Thank You again Barb, and You take care of Yourself and have a Wonderful New Week! 🤗
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Hello @lesmann you're most welcome. Aaaaawwww yes. You and T.J. take care and have a nice rest of the week. 😊 !BBH !CTP 🐆🦉🦅🐆
Hi There @adcreatordesign ! Thank You so Much - again!
We will, and You do the same!
Have a Happy rest of the week!
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You're most welcome @lesmann Same to you as well! !BBH !CTP 🌟 🐆🦉🦅🐅🙋
That is really nice of You @adcreatordesign (Barb) !
Stay Blessed🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼, Happy, and Safe!
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You're welcome @lesmann You Stay Blessed too. Sending prayers 🙏🙏🙏 Happy and Safe too!
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@lesmann! Your Content Is Awesome so I just sent 1 $BBH (Bitcoin Backed Hive) to your account on behalf of @adcreatordesign. (1/1)
Thank you @bbhbot 😊
Thank You and @adcreatordesign !
Thank You, and Thank You!
Sending Prayers Your way for whatever need ...🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Thank You again,
Stay Blessed, Safe, and Happy!
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You're most welcome @lesmann I hope you can get your new place very soon. You stay safe too, be happy, and blessed. Sending you prayer too. Thank you as well. ✨🙏🙏🙏✨
Thank You @adcreatordesign , I hope so too.. The "energy" here is very bad...
Wishing You the Happiest of New Weeks!
Full of Blessings and Happiness!
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You're welcome @lesmann Sending more positive energy hearts and prayers. Wishing you the happiest of new weeks too full of blessings and happiness. 💖💖💖🙋🐈🦉🦅🙏🙏🙏🌟✨
Thank You so much @adcreatordesign !
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Sending them back to You as well,
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"You" Barb - "Stay Blessed, Happy and Safe!
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You're most welcome @lesmann 💖💖💖positive energy🙏🙏🙏Prayers
Thank you too!🌄🌄🌄🐈🦉🦅🐅✨✨✨ Stay blessed, happy, safe too.
Thank You again @adcreatordesign !
Yes Prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 and Positivity
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For Us All,
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Thank You again and wishing You a
Magnificent Thursday!
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You're most welcome Les and sending more prayers and positivity.
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Have a Magnificent Friday!
Thank you for the wishes!
Yes for us all!
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Thank You so Much,
I am kinda speechless at the moment...
But I am sending Prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 and Positivity 💖💖💖 to You and "T.J."'s Soul - "Wherever he may be".
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You're most welcome, Les. Sending prayers 🙏🙏🙏back Positivity 💖💖💖 to you and T.J.s Soul. I know he is watching over you now. You take it easy now don't let those guys bully you. 🙏🙏🙏 !BBH !CTP
Thank You so much Barb. Yes if anything I met in my life is in Heaven, it's him.
I Pray for his Beautiful Soul myself. And for You as well.
I have to about 80% turned them off. And they are not pushing it too much.
And we all know it's over soon, which makes me really wonder about "T.J."...
Very "Nonchalant" about it, the one has said nothing, but we do not talk much...
I am sending Positivity to You @adcreatordesign , Barb 💖💖💖
And Wishing You a Very Marvelous New Week!
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You're most welcome, Les. Yes I will pray for T.J.'s soul and you and for myself.
I pray for me guardian angels to help when things seem really bad. They help me and my birds are my guardian bird angels 😊😊 Don't talk to them Les. They will only make things worse. They don't seem like they would give anything helpful back to you. Avoid them as much as possible if you can.
Sending you positivity and prayers. 💖💖💖💖
You have a great week too and hope you don't have to wait much longer 🌟🤗💖🙏🏼🌄🙏🏼💖🤗🌟
@lesmann !BBH !CTP
Thank You and honestly I am doing the same "T.J., You, and Me - Praying"
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It is funny (not really, but...) that you say that (about Your Bird Angels).
I do not know if You ever read any "Carlos Castaneda "..Very popular in the mid to late 60's - 70's. Much longer 90's in Europe.
Anyways there is a part in one of the books about the different Spirits (many parts...) of animals and which protect you. And I was just remembering all that today, and figured I am definitely a Cat person. That's my animal.🐈
Yes, with the passing of "T.J.", although unspoken - it's clear we're done. Only necessary communication - cause your right. They may also be like this because they are guilty of something....
And they might be...
Yes, the show is almost over here 🕺!
And I am Happier than the day I got out of the Army!
The only sadness is "T.J." didn't make it.
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But he will never be (by me) forgotten.
Wonderful Week to You My friend @adcreatordesign - Barb! 🤗
You take care as well, as Your situation is similar and I am sorry I did not mention something sooner.
I am really not "all" there...
Take Care, Blessings to You,
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And Stay Safe - All Ways!
You are most welcome @lesmann Les. I will pray for you and T.J.'s soul. I'm sure he hitched a ride for a while with the Ibis to keep a watch on you. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼😇😇😇
You are mostly there. Your spiritual thinking is good and many people are becoming more spiritual. I have the bear 🐻 spirit but I love birds 🦅🦅 more. I like the way the ancient native Americans thought. They respected the earth and the animals in a very spiritual way.
I'm glad you're almost on your way out now. I'm so sorry for your loss of T.J. Les.🤗🙏
Don't worry about that and you seem all there to me and pretty smart and attentive. No worries because I am not either. Take care and blessings to you too. 🤗✨🙏🏼💖🙏🏼✨🤗
Thank You again @adcreatordesign !
I Appreciate That and I know "T.J." does as well!
Well You know... I am a Native American, "Sioux" - by brand...😅
Though I will fully admit that although I did live on a reservation till 7 I think, and then in the Army at 17...🤔
The Native American ways that I actually do follow (and I do 😉) are this Written in Carlos Castaneda books.
Its a funny thing..
When I was 10-12 I used to go to the next town (hitchhike or bus) and buy Science Fiction books - mostly Ray Bradbury.
One day a Carlos Castaneda book was in the Ray Bradbury it, I liked the cover so I bought it.
My life has never been the same - thank goodness!
Thank You and Thank You! 🤗
And for everything with "T.J." 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
And not to worry I meant all there because of "T.J.", and that part is going to be around for awhile.
Otherwise, my mind is O.K.!
And...
Barb You do seem OK as well...
Environments cause things to appear and people to react other than normal...
Thank You again, and You have The Most Blessed Mid-Week my friend!
🙋🏻♀️💖🙏🏼✨🙏🏼✨💖🙋🏻♀️
You're welcome Les @lesmann 🌟😊🐱🌟 That is really cool that you are Native American. I admire them and their religion about the earth, animals, and their legends. My Mom and Dad admired the Native American ideas and religion too. I am pretty sure my mom read the Carlos Castaneda books or some of them. I Googled him and his books showed up. I love the covers of some of the books.🙏
You're most welcome for all the prayers and everything with T.J. Oh yes of course loosing your best friend will mess up your head for sure. I will pray for you and T.J.s soul.
I think T.J. wants to stay in the Ibis until he knows you will be OK. Yes you are OK and so am I. Thank you. !BBH !CTP I'm sorry I forgot to put the BBH and CTP in your other replies. 🌟🙏🙏🙏🌟🐈🦅🦆🦉🐅🌟
And it's "Really Cool" @adcreatordesign that You took the time to check out Carlos Castaneda! 🤗 Without a doubt the most important and under-rated author of our time. The originals had even wilder covers, which is what got my attention to reading them. And "Journey to Ixtlan" was the first I read. I have read these in German and English and really still do. The best (to start with) is "The Wheel of Time". And....
This stuff is available for free online!
(If you want, I have links)
I was very lucky back in '72 to pick this up, it changed my life.
Though I will also admit, in a way my family (tribe) did teach me a lot of things as well.
Yeah, it has been rough than I let on, ",T.J." was my only real friend here, and he himself without me in the picture was a Very Special Soul.
Thank You again for the Prayers,
I am doing the same for You Barb,.
🙏🏼💫🙏🏼💫🙏🏼
Take Care of "Yourself"!
Sending Prayers, and Wishing You Always The Best!
Happy New Week!
🤗💫🙏🏼🌄🙏🏼💫😔🐈🦉🐅🦅
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