My Actifit Report Card: April 6 2023
Days just blend one into another. Another week, another month is passing by, while I’m in some sort of awake coma. Theoretically #alive yet I feel no life in me. Like a zombie I guess.
Yesterday I decided to stop for another walk in the common after work. A bit more cloudy and a few drops of rain and the park was almost completely empty.
Just 2 days ago, when sun decided to pay us a short visit, this playground was full of little people and laughter. Yesterday it was deserted. As if nobody was ever here. As if sunny Tuesday never happened.
I can’t complain, I do love it when there is not another soul around. Just me an nature. But then again, even in the thickest clouds I often feel like there is just me.
The fun fair is starting to take shape now. Some of the attractions are ready for the start tomorrow.
I like the sight of those tall ones, although seeing all this popping up out of nowhere always makes me question the safety of these high rides.
Still, as soon as they’re up, I’m the first one in queue to try them out. The problem is to find another person as crazy me to try them out with me.
Back in a day when I was married, we had lots of coupled friends and we’d always come to these fun fairs together.
I haven’t visited these in long years.
As I walked I was wondering if leaving my ex husband was the right thing to do.
I know it was. Sometimes it’s a hard path though to stay true to yourself. The walk is often alone.