Il mio Report Actifit: Agosto 25 2023

Jiashan library

THE WORLD NEAR ME (Jiashan)
because the world is what you can see with your eyes

sincerity is a little white raft floating on an ocean of shit!

There are days like this where I wish I was different. to be asleep and not see.

Not to know. not to understand. but then I realize that closing my eyes so as not to see the disgust of the world would deny me the joy of contemplating the little beauty left.

A poet's tears are as pure as a child's tears. the soul of a poet is as pure as the soul of a child.

among all the lies that have been told to me I have found a great truth.

people cannot change.

to the person who told me, I answer that he is right: whoever has never loved in life will never feel love.

he will be able to pretend to love, he will be able to feel gratitude, gratitude, but he will always be a prisoner of the same two lies.

true love is freedom.

so today's theme is truth. I leave you my last song written today.

Jiashan 08.25.2023 10:42

I always knew

"Good Morning Luis"

"Good morning Enzo"

"how are you today? I see you serene"

"I'm fine. I'm just a little tired"

"I believe it. Look what a mess you made. It wasn't you anymore. You looked like a madman."

"I wanted to know the truth. I needed to find answers to the questions that haunted me."

"Did you find them?" "Yes." "Look how much energy you wasted. Was it worth it?"

"Yes"

"Why didn't you just leave it alone?"

"I wanted to know if I could still believe him" "believe who?"

"There are times in life when you go blind. Moments when you lose your bearings and can't figure out where you're going. You keep going in one direction, but a voice inside you tells you to do the opposite. Then you argue with that voice to shut her up. But she's more stubborn than you and she stays there, she keeps nagging you. You ignore her and keep doing what you do. Do you understand?"

"no, what voice are you talking about"

"I don't know how to describe it. Sometimes it comes as a voice and sometimes it's a vision. Like a scene from a movie"

"I still do not understand"

"The truth helped me understand if I could still believe that rumor"

"if you then argue with us, what do you care about what he says?"

"that voice was powering me"

"if so, why didn't you listen to it before?"

"When you're blind, you only believe what is convenient for you to believe. The rest doesn't exist. But that voice knows it. She can see very well. The truth served to make me understand if I could still believe it. To see if I could still believe in myself."

"you can do it?"

"yes, man. I'm with you again"

-gidien-

My daily report

For today is all

I am alive and I am still here

-Gidien-
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