My Actifit Report Card: November 12 2019: walking story with actifit

My life is not that cheerful as what I always show to the people. As what the people knew me while I was having conversation. This is just a story by the way of how I am walking in life, in steem and in actifit.

I won't lie but I have no idea about bitcoin. I don't know about this cryptocurrency. I have no idea about platform because I what I knew was just an app. I'm an average, not smart enough to learn many thing's in social media. I'm not interested in drama because I can see it always in myself. But one thing is fo sure, I love writing.

I joined steem for thinking to earn money. My first step was to make people think that I have talent in writing. But I never said I stepped on moving on. I stepped backward when I realised in this world many were so good in writing. I realised that in steem there were too many people were good enough that I won't be recognise. Even though I stepped backward I never stopped. I stepped backward many times and I stepped forward sometimes. Well, it's just that I was hoping that they might recognise me in the future. I stepped backward when I felt like I was so small in this platform and didn't know much. I was shy to stepped forward and thinking that I can step on the stage where people look up to you. People will consider of listening your story, will guve time to spend their wasting because of you.

The thought of me that loving to write was pushes me. Later on I knew too many things here. I learned many different types of liquid money. Bitcoin, and many more that it's hard for me to understand. Then I also learned about these many DApp's that were operating on steem. It's too many for them to state. The dark world with me became showing beauty and at last there were too many colours that I saw.

It's true that colours are now showing up even though it's not that clear. Yeah, it's not clear but I'm fine with that. The important is there are colours now, unlike before there wasn't. Sometimes it feels so ashamed when I withdraw small earning's because I used it for personal reasons. Instead of powering up because steem is very nice these days. I'll just ignore it for now, I don't forget that I don't have much to prove.

Maybe not now, not tomorrow or the day after. But still, I'm not given up that someday I can be one of those people on steem who will be love of many people. There's no impossible when you can still walk or move forward. Together with the actifit app I know step by step I can earn that people who will think of wasting their time reading my content.

But before you'll think of doing that let me remind you something. I don't like commitment with someone. That feeling that I'm oblige to check you all the time. Well, I'm sorry about that because I'm a moody person. I'll do that thing without pressure or without reason. I'll do it because I love doing it. I know it sounds selfish but, just but..I want to live while doing things that I love. I want to do it because nobody forces me to do it.

For now that's my @actifit story, my step's that are still counting in my existence in steem today, tomorrow and the day after. I'll keep on walking because I know that steem will also keep going forward
How about you, do you have an actifit story? Maybe you have some steps that need's some telling a story.

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d' dreamboy,
@mrnightmare89

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