I want to skate like before !! I miss doing a lot of tricks.

Hello friends how are you?
I'll be honest, I miss skating more days in a row like before, the time I have without skating, is undoubtedly affecting my confidence on the board, to the point that I want to do tricks, which before I used to do easily and it scares me, instead of to think that I can achieve it, I think the opposite, that I can fall.

I think my father's situation is affecting me, there are also many things, right now I am where my girlfriend will not be able to skate until Monday, but I am going to propose to do all the tricks again I want to have the same confidence and security as before And I want my tricks back with me.

Everyone will be able to see my progression and all the tricks that are to come.